...and there ain't no point in the words i write... [entries|friends|calendar] J. About insecure. lazy. open-minded. sarcastic. quiet. impatient. shy. honest. pessimistic. complicated. sympathetic. obsessive. depressed. reliable. bored. passionate. moody. creative. easily hurt. melancholy. friendly. weak. Likes music. literature. nature. randomness. art. sarcasm. poetry. asian culture. open-minded people. anime. scandinavia. astronomy. history. internet. boys. mythology. manga. intelligent conversations. ♥ Dislikes close-mindedness. homophobia. ignorance. thick-headed people. racism. sexism. violence. liars. arrogance. attention seekers. stereotypes. hypocrites. biggots. ignorance. pseudo-intellectuals. discrimination. Music Apologize by One Republic I'm holding on your rope Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around and say... It's too late to apologize it's too late I said it's too late to apologize it's too late I'd take another chance take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new I loved you with a fire red Now it's turning blue and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize it's too late I said it's too late to apologize it's too late It's too late to apologize it's too late I said it's too late to apologize it's too late It's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holdin on your rope got me ten feet off the ground... [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Sun, 10/10/10 at 11:13am] [ mood | cold ] Just my little journal for remembering the things I cannot forget when I forget the things I cannot remember. Just my little journal for forgetting the things I would like to remember when I remember the things I would like to forget. read 133 : comment : add : edit

[Mon, 8/4/08 at 4:50pm] .closed.

nothing to write anymore... [Fri, 5/4/07 at 8:38am] [ mood | tired ] read 25 : comment : add : edit

[Sat, 12/16/06 at 7:16am] I am fucking crazy! ...Who was I trying to fool...?!?! read 3 : comment : add : edit

Can't stop crying...:'( [Fri, 12/15/06 at 6:11pm] [ mood | depressed ] I feel like fucking shit today... I wish I could just crawl into a dark hole and die! read 6 : comment : add : edit

[Thu, 12/14/06 at 11:23am] [ mood | nervous ] I have to go to my new shrink in about half an hour.. I don’t want to go, though… I’m scared and nervous as hell.. I don’t want to talk to anyone about shit..it’s too hard and scary and embarassing… I know it’s his job and he’s used to hearing this shit but… I dunno…I guess I just don’t want to deal with this shit anymore..:/ I’m tired cause I didn’t get much sleep last night… I kept tossing and turning around in bed and now I just feel like shit… Oh…and I also look like shit..lol.. I wonder what he looks like, though…how old he is… I wonder if we get along cause I’m not sure if I can trust him…if I can trust anyone right now.. I dunno…I think I’m just scared I’ll fuck things up again.. He’s gonna be my third shrink and I just don’t wanna ruin things with him cause… I hate to admit it but I really need him :/ I know I have to talk to someone, that I have to be honest and shit… And I’ll start being honest today.. I’ve been thinking all night about what to wear and I was going to wear a longsleeve shirt to hide my cuts and scars and stuff… But I guess I shouldn’t do that. I guess he should see what a fucking basket case I am :/ Well..I gotta get ready :/ read 12 : comment : add : edit

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